Hi.Hello again.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Seriously I have no idea what to write. It's not that I don't have anything to say. It's more to which things do I talk about. Life is funny sometimes. At times, we are happy, contented and full of positive vibes. At other times, you will feel upset, not wanting to mingle and sometimes even wishing you never exist. Well, it is a sin wishing not to have existed. Allah has created mankind to worship Him and be grateful for life. It is somehow your own fault that you feel down and sucked into negativity. The shaitaan love to whisper and drag you to follow him. That is why you need to zikrullah at all times. The simplest ever is to ask for forgiveness. I for example, have too many sins. I just don't want to dwell on it. Instead, I like to just say Astaghfirullah hal Azim. Any amount is okay but the more the better of course.

Oooopsss....I did it again!!!!

Assalamualaikum dan Good day everyone!!!


I promised and promised to myself I won't let my blog go dusty again and again and yet....
Hahahahah.. actually I really love to write. I love reading, telling stories, talk, share what I know, learn more from people and surroundings, I love to travel (not the expensive,kind though and not really formal) more like a traveller, I guess..... BUT....( see the big BUT, teheehee..) I just could not find the time! *sigh* I have been so busy with work. I work 1 main job, 1 parttime job and 2 or 3 odd jobs. I may sound crazy, right? :

So, today is Thursday. What I am up to now is actually I am at work. I work as a customer service officer in Hospital Ampang. Basically, I answer the phone and put calls through. We are also known as 'The Operator'. I am happy with what I do. At least there are no paperworks involved. No hassle at all except a few rude people a day, same old,same old. Bitchy friends are always near. (I am so used to them, haahaha).Earlier today, I was at Titanium Gym in Ampang Waterfront. There I work as a gym assistant. I am the cashier, the cleaner and the gymkeeper hahaha... I loved to work here, sure I have to clean the toilet, and sweep the stairs and the floor but that is also what I do at home,right? So, not a big problem! :) and the most important thing is I get to workout and my boss let me attend zumba and piloxing classes for FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.................Yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.............


Syukur Alhamdulillah. ALLAH SWT always lookout for you. :)

So, my shift at the gym ended at 1pm. And I went home. I took care of my friend's kids for about an hour and a half, till her husband got back from work. I prayed Zuhur and slept till almost 7pm ! Luckily just enough time to solat asar, then solat maghrib. I then, hang my laundry. Got Yaya and myself ready and we bought ourselves burgers right before starting my shift again at 9pm at the hospital. That's it.

This is Titanium Gym Ampang. Do come and workout,yeah?

Zumba!

It has been 6 months since I first enrolled for zumba classes at Titanium Fitness and I feel great! Last Eid I did weigh myself and I had lost 8 kilograms! I am so happy. That was 2 months ago and I haven't got on the weighing scale again. I think I am still losing weight because all my clothes has become loose and not hugging anymore, yeayyyy! The companions I got at my zumba classes kept me going. They are energetic, always supporting me, making me laugh which is why I enjoy myself so much. It is so stress releasing! I want to keep on going and want to loose more weight. I want to become healthy and fit so that I can pray better and take care of my 4 loving children.

PMS.....

Assalamualaikummmm.....

I am stressed! Helppppppp! PMS is here again! All my problems, my overthinking habits, my doubts are all here to partayyy in my brain. Luckily being grown up... (hehe if 32 is an age of grown up), I learnt to know my ways around the period of PMS and got to the perfect solution.

YA ALLAH, THE ALMIGHTY AND THE GREAT, He created us with perfection and although we think we've got it all worked out, during PMS my body and brain seem to be rebellious. Hehehehe. I can get all cranky even with the slightest distress.

Okay, the perfect solution isss....it may sound cheesy or corny or goody 2 shoes, call ot what you want, is Dzikir.

Be it,
LAA ILAAHA ILLALLAH or
ASTAGHFIRULLAH HAL AZIM or
SUBHANAALAH or
ALLAHU AKHBAR or any other dzikir.

I guarantee your heart will be at ease. Your body and mind will relax and you will be more peaceful. Take life 1 step at a time. Learn to love yourself and guide yourself towards goodness and Jannah all the time. InsyaAllah... ALLAH will guide us. MAY ALLAH GRANT US JANNAH IN THE HEREAFTER AND GUIDE US TO IT.

Wassalam...

Dunia ini hanya sementara.

Assalamualaikum ...

Sebagai manusia, aku tidak sempurna. Banyak yang aku inginkan aku mahukan namun ia bukan keperluanku, tidak bermanfaat bagi akhiratku. Tapi masih berdegil menginginkannya.
Macam-macam. Nak tengok wayang. Nak latest gadgets. Nak beli kereta. Nak beli tudung AJ,bukan sehelai. Nak banyak. Baju tak diukur di badan sendiri. Duit tak lekat di dalam dompet. So, kali ni aku saja je nak tempek kat sini gambar benda2 merapu yang aku nak...

Yeay....puas hati dpt tgk gmbr pun xpe.......

byeeeee..

Practice makes perfect!

Assalamualaikum!

Here I am assisting my kids with their homework. I don't mind at all repeating myself a couple of times or more as long as they get what they are writing or colouring. As they get older I noticed sometimes, that my daughter seem displeased with her handwriting. Thus, when she has her homework, she tend to take so long writing and rewriting. It almost seems that she would never finish! Argghh.. it gets to me everytime.
Now, almost after an hour she still hasn't finish a page.

Wassalam.
* Human aren't perfect. But our handwriting can. Keep practising baby girl.

Death of a conversation.

Assalamualaikum.

Gadgets.
Iphone. Android. Tablets. Whatnots.
How silly are we?
Do we ever stop and wonder what we really want?
All this technology.
How is it feeding our soul?
When was the last time we look at the sky?
When was the last time we sweat?
When was the last time we swim in the river? Or the sea?
When was the last time we rode a bike?

Do you remember what a rainbow looks like?
Do you remember the last time you had a pet?
Do you remember the last time you slept in a tent?

Stop. Please stop. And wonder. Or do. That is the best.
Don't be trapped.
Don't be the person who suddenly look into the mirror and then realised how old he had become. How he is too late to row a boat or ride a bike or go hiking.

Or the saddest that could happen.
You realised you end up with no one besides you.
No family.